Yesterday was sooo sick the bands were unbelievable and basically every hot girl i’ve ever had a crush on was there hahahah i feel like such a lesbian! at the end of the night i really hit it off with this 25 year old .. he was fucking chill and hella fun but nine years is insane hah maybe it was just the tequilalala
also I’ve realized how life just repeats itself and it seems to be the same conversations and same shit over and over again i’m really tired of it and i wanna start over this summer and create something that actually interests me for once because i’ve become this bitter fucked up person who has no friends and hates everyone and i need to change soo today my mom bought me a new camera for my trip next week C: and i bought a beautiful sketchbook i think i’m going to start expressing myself through art instead of turning it inside and I really don’t know what i’m expecting to happen but hopefully I can start liking myself again idk
